Sea of No Emotion
I'm Charlotte. Please read my currently page. It'll keep you updated on my personal life. Ya know.
I ran less than a 1/4 of a mile and my heart rate (bpm) was 186. Guys. That’s really really bad.
I am home :) I love you all, thank you so so much for your support. Please please, if you are feeling suicidal or just in need of help, call 911. There’s hope :) <3 If any of you want to talk, I am here.
I’ll be gone for two weeks, and probably unable to tumble. I know, it’ll be painful, but I just wants to let you, my lovely followers, know. Pleaseeeee don’t unfollow me. I love you all :) .. So now I bet you’re wondering, “where on earth is she going for two weeks?! And without Internet?!?!?!” actually none of you care but whateves. I’m going to haiti, to help rebuild some stuffs. I’ll post this a couple more times tomorrow so I know you all see it. Love you all
before you all unfollow me, due to the teen titan-ness. I have started rewatching most of the episodes. Understand please, for a moment, that it was not just a kid cartoon for me. I identified with and found a lot of strength from Raven, because I feel much like her. Let my emotions run, and harm comes to those around me, and myself. I watched this show a lot my freshman year, which is why I could see this deep into it. SOO please followers, love me still :)
So through all the bullshit that has been going on around this guy, I decided I’d give him the benefit of the doubt and watch some of his stuff. I figured if he is so popular he can’t be that big of an asshole. Some say it’s “guy humor” well, uhm. I’m only friends with guys and I find them and all the shit they laugh at funny, so don’t tell me I don’t get it because I’m a girl. This guy has a couple of funny things, I’ll give you all that. But he is honestly just an asshole. He’s that popular kid in school, when he makes fun of the nerdy kid in the corner, everyone laughs. He’s just a straight up asshole. Don’t give me “its comedy, if you don’t like it then don’t watch it. He’s just joking.” okay. So what about jokingly saying “go kill yourself” to someone? Is that funny because its just a joke? No. He made fun of the kids that did those anti-bullying flashcard things on youtube, and all I could think was, well hell, you could very well be the reason why one of those kids self harms tonight, or even commits suicide. There is a line in comedy, and it seems Tosh just dances on it.
Guys I got my wisdom teeth (all 4) ripped out of my head today. Now I am in a lot of pain, and sick from the pain meds. Yay. Kill me.
I didn’t write this. Nope. My friend Rachel wrote it for me (based off of my life and such). Show some love :)
Here I lay
in a graveyard of lies,
I can’t hear them sing
so I’ll just close my eyes
let the wind carry me
like a phoenix’s wing
I feel the tears of your hypocracy
it’s drowning…
Sigh. I’m sorry, I lost the drive to finish this- so here you go. Another unfinished story.
Her laugh broke the silence. They were sitting around the dinner table with their plates clean, but the wine glasses were still full. Dessert was just about to start. Ryvinn’s laugh died down, and they…
I’ll be 18 then. I’ll be able to leave.
